Wednesday, April 09, 200810:34 PM
Once for Twice.
I apologise for the numerous emo posts these day.
I hereby declare Amanda is not anti-emo anymore.
Aww, that's a sad thing.
But seriously, it's not really emo-ing.
More of feeling disappointed.
Okay shoosh.
I wanna give shoutouts to my lovelehs!!!!
STELLA - OMGOMGOMG! Im super touched by the little things you always do for me. From being retarded to reminding myself to eat something to lessen my gastric pain. You're not those kind of people who tell me they'll be there for me but never did so. You're the kind of people who tell me they'll be there for me and always did. ILY :D
JOANNA - You never fail to tag me to cheer me up whenever my posts starts getting emo-er and emo-er. They may not be very effective (sorry!) but they remind me that my dearest still cares! ILY :D
FELICIA - You're the first person I always go to when I have problems. You just simply have a way for everything. I know you have much much more troubles and problems than me. But I dont know how to cheer other people up (I will learn to!) Do come to me if you need some comfort okay! ILY :D
JIAHUI - I dont know why, but I tell my problems to you too! Thank you for always listening to your aiai. Imma hug you damn tight whenever I see you. ILY :D
Sorry to those whom I've hurt.
You know who you are.
I've decided to change.
Change to a better person, of course.
AMANDA, NO MORE GOSSIPING OF OTHER PEOPLE!!
(
okay, a lil bit won't hurt.)
WEEE! You're gonna see the super happy Amanda from now onwards :D
Anyway last thing to mention.
I think God helped me a lot through this tough period.
You guys may not know.
But this period has been pretty tough, pressurising and moody for me.
I can be seen crying out of a sudden.
But please know im not crying for attention.
My tears cant be controlled, you see.
I prayed to God and God answered my prayers.
He gave me the courage to admit my mistakes and apologise.
An apology can go far, seriously.
Amanda has realised her mistakes and she's willing to changeee!
If any of you have any displeasures about her, please tell her!
She'll be glad to change :D
