Wednesday, May 20, 20097:41 PM
Once for Twice.
Do me a favour...
and stop asking me about my results. ):
I know you guys are just curious.
But it makes me feel more loser-ish.
So yeah, sorry ):
Results were not good.
In fact, horrible.
I ought not to be sad because I didn't work hard.
I can achieve so much better.
But I still am, cause all I'm left with now, are regrets.
Why didn't I put in more effort in my studies?
Why didn't I realise how important it is to study hard?
Why only now? ):
Many people think I'm a studious and crazy-about-studies girl.
But I'm actually not, seriously.
I procastinate so damn much that I despise myself.
Sometimes I feel so confident that I don't bother to work hard.
I waste so much time doing useless things.
I HATE WHAT I AM!!!
I super duper envy people who have so much discipline in them.
Kudos to whoever are.
Seriously, I respect/admire you!
I can never ever be like that.
I am too...
Damn I can't find any adjective to fit in.
Okay, one comforting thought was that my mum consoled me!
Like goodness me. Hahah.
No offence, but it came as a bigggg bigggg bigggg surprise to me.
cause she never used toBut thanks mum, for telling me that this is not what I'm capable of.
For telling me that I can do so much better than that.
For telling me that as long as I work hard, I can do well.
For advising me to revise each time after every chapter learnt.
For telling me that I still have the EOYS to catch up.
For telling me that it's not too late to start working hard only now.
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